magnificat
[mag4]
magnificat: a series of secrets: tantalizing secrets, and deeply personal
to someone: but sadly, or perhaps not so, they are not effable: and so
it follows that they are necessarily abstract: though not completely:
they do contain secrets: sweet cares wind my heart ...
[mag5]
magnificat: is not about the moral code, it is in some way, but not in
the shallow sense: it is placing decorum before virtue and obscuring the
normal relationship between the two: there are flowers and angels and
women and poetry — it is certainly about the line between things
and therein lies the secret, ... but some wisdom certainly that was excavated
and found, or translated ... at the very least it is non-conventional,
turned on its head — Nefertiti, rose windows, nine foot Persian
stone flowers ... it is above all a tribute ... fortune's fortune
[mag6]
magnificat: the man who sees beyond the sky, but that's so beautifully
and generously put: to imagine what it is that is beyond the sky, which
we ever must, visions of the invisible: and blessed to him who guards
his insight is at the heart: that is why it is magnificat secrets and
not magnificat common denominators: it is the netherworld where in order
to maintain the image of what we see takes something we know not how to
acquire: it is for certain the inverse of our dreary lives, the lives
in which we earn our daily bread, but literal bread, nothing exciting,
but full of magic nonetheless: the dream of truth's lunacy ...
[mag7]
magnificat: is an image: an image so common and vital that it has become
unnoticed: it is an image of mother and child: it is taken for granted:
this repeated and marginalized treasure: there is something there that
everyone can see but they all ignore: until one day when a story is to
be told: a story is to unfold: the image is to make its mark: to do so
it disappears: it’s omnipresence is its undoing: its ubiquity is
its cloak: its originality is its disappearance: its endurance is its
absence:
[mag10]
magnificat: the code is like a childish language: it’s as if it
can’t quite get to the intent of the origin of the thought, it is
getting sidetracked, but in a charming way, a way that actually leads
somewhere, like a trap door, that is actually more exciting than the original
intent: concepts suddenly become characters who evolve and talk about
not so serious themes, because they know better: because they know the
secrets: they also have memories and memories built upon memories: they
have systems but their systems have two purposes: to accomplish what they
are meant to accomplish and also to be beautiful systems: and they can
fly:
[mag11]
magnificat: is a puzzle: a puzzle that is being created as it is being
put together: happy memories that were seldom: important for a diary are
the scratched out things: the hated and rejected things that make the
other things beautiful: these beautiful things can’t be beautiful
without the scratched out things there to remind one: that the most direct
route is not always most precious: that progress is sometimes backtracking
to correct mistakes: that not forgetting and finding what one once had
is rare:
[mag14]
magnificat: is impervious in a delicate manner: permanent, but as a series
of fleeting things: audible secrets that are hard to catch: a cryptic
truth that folds upon itself: solid and not destructible but tarnished
beyond measure: the secrets in there are old: the secrets in there are
not decipherable: the secrets in there are magic:
[mag22]
magnificat secrets: water turns to wine, or bad things provide the fundament
for good results: our fermentation could be rotting but instead means
achieving potency over time and hard work: two wrongs together can make
a right miraculously it is darkest before the rosy fingered dawn:
[mag32]
magnificat line: is elusive because it is not in fact a thing, it is rather
the thing that is the nothing between two things: the two things are like
layers and the obtuse space between the two layers is the line: but the
line becomes the thing because the shortest distance to recreating the
two things is to draw the nothing in between them:
[mag72]
magnificat: is opposed to convention but embraces tradition, in order
to find the buried secrets behind the tradition that is convention: the
heart of the motions that is illuminated by forsaking what they have become
but accepting their inherent wisdom through lack of investigation: and
abundance of toil:
[mag77]
magnificat secrets: are stolen from the innocent: purity is impervious
and cannot be eventually taken, but triumphs: before the denouement, over
theft and gravity, stasis and adventure, the horses of instruction, inadvertent
prescience, and darkness before the dawn:
[mag82]
magnificat: is opposed to the ‘horses of instruction’: they
are not wild horses, they are work horses: they are horses with blinders:
they are carriage horses; the mustangs of wrath are aligned with magnificat:
they are irrespective of development: they are disrespectful of decorum:
[mag84]
magnificat is trying to say something, but it can’t quite get at
it: it is more human and playful: not inherited the melancholy from the
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[mag103]
magnificat: dividing things into pieces and parts, not being afraid
to destroy them : embracing
deconstruction, a generative aspect in eights and thirteens, the telescopic way of magnificat in which not all relationships are known :
[mag105]
magnificat despair: is the perpetual condition of expectation : the
sadness located therein : the fortitude and finitude of the secrets : the rosy fingered anticipations where this time there is math, the altering of images
and rules thereof :
[mag106]
magnificat: shellac unfinished, waiting for everywhere : sadness' patina, whence comes the relief, without our essential ray of importance :
[mag108]
magnificat: maps in dreams, and episodes : periodic rhythm and direction : and of course looking for something, and imagining what it will be like from afar, and being wrong :
[mag109]
magnificat: during bleakness : but merely fleeting,
unlinke angels, apart and lasting :
[mag124]
magnificat darkness: she
is dear and somehow necessary, in remembrance of anticipation, and learning, which are not without
terror : therefore unsentimental
fortitude :
[mag126]
magnificat: shattered certitide and horror : a disintegrated map of unknowns, reversed, deconstructed and stacked in layers : changing
so that the previous worries are small and the repetitions matter
[mag127]
magnificat: is stuck in this incomprehensible language, and then understanding
the magnificat word that was previously gibberish: through repetition:
and so being able to ascend somehow without knowing what is happening: these are the
tigers:
[mag129]
magnificat: of wrath and sullenness and wisdom and punishment: of raskolnikof
and memory, adjiani and regret: knowing but breaking: this certain time
period and meaning something: basking in the search:
[mag130]
magnificat: the character of repetition: timsh of daam: commerce: wealth
and Fortune: fermentation of fascination: misunderstood code: option superseding
theta: a knew language based on misunderstanding
[mag145]
magnificat: the search, unlike the meta search, is happy, it is underwhelming in a good way, it is circling in a different way, it is fun, it is neither horses of instruction nor circles of hell, it is glistening with play
[mag147]
magnificat: is stealing from someone who appreciates the theft, it is upside down saying something, completing the childlikeness and living in comment rather than dissertation
[mag148]
magnificat: is marvel at the other side, it is the unexpected proof of the repeating image, it is insanity due to hypermnesia, adscription and mystery, the affirmation of images that is, the overuse of phantasmagoric shock, the not quite so unmeaningful because it is not trying too hard
[mag150]
magnificat: the commerce, the general use, the currency and the choice, the aspect of will being the hardest to undo, option over theta, and so we must construct the temple of cathedron, the place in magnificat where where we are safe in our childness
[mag151]
magnificat: after we are too serious we may experience a lighthearted catharsis accompanied by some embarassement and a need to edit our text, but relief, this relief can be magnificat too
[mag158]
magnificat: and then there is the aspect of mucking around in time, which is theta, which is less than what it is made out to be, that is: it is the muck through which we are treading unawares, the instance of the odd
[mag159]
magnificat: finally, there is magnificat the joy of transcending, the lightness which is why they call it the lightness, the basking after the work, the sweet images of enduring relationships between fleeting aspects ...
[mag160]
magnificat: this is where there is one thing and it is inadequate to call it by its name so it must be described through circumnavigation, or whatsoever indirect images are opportune ...
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[mag164]
magnificat: logic of netherlayers, out of thyme : simple, but not too, unrequited concerns and a beautiful copy but with less beauty than the original but different and still important for the understanding, for example: 'coils of graceful livingness unwind'
[mag168]
magnificat: the code of self requirements skulks nearby and offers obscurity to the overgrown entrance: the code is not difficult, but whose simplicity is overwhelming and lost, one is 'steadfast' and does not recognize this convention
[mag172]
magnificat: unfortunately if someone is not about flowers he cannot come to magnificat and enter this the temple of cathedron (with pillars of light repetition) where he will visit the camerae selva and redesign the ignorance of unbearableness because this 'torpid march' is thus made bearable and these moments outweigh the dirgelike system of decorum from which the flowers of magnificat extrude
[mag176]
magnificat: the honorable craftsman is making paper structures, and contemplating (is) hard work, not for lack of something, but for the substance of the lack of something, the fact of the lack of something, the lack itself of something more compelling than standard arguments of ... (whatsoever fancy characterizations of melancholia suffice)
[mag180]
magnificat: the wise lady might dwell in stasis and agony by design, to witness the contrast at the evensong, from 'oh its so touching that everyone is so kind and magnificent' when actually they are defined by self service and the bitter incomprehensibleness that is written over and over, but her strength is touching and severe to the length of compensation
[mag184]
magnificat: waiting all the way, a long time, just until finitude is begun and everything is obscured, just the outlines of a structure remain, but not without doorways into the empty spaces where those abilities that were lost, or were only glimpsed because they were available only so long ago, before all the mistakes, before the shame, before the misremembering and the deluge of choices, now is after the deluge ...
[mag188]
magnificat: the sight of which is enough to send one, the thought of which and the sound of which, the image of which is not delible, the opposite of which cannot be soiled or bloodied unless all is to be lost, the comparison of which is truthful, in fact is sadly the only truthful thing, but not sadly, it is harmonious on the other side, the thought of which can take the ache away
[mag192]
magnificat: the reflection: war begins, a door that is not shut, it is half open and scrolling or tunneling or descending : why is it that the light is so bright it is black, and why this region is so frightening it is casually disdained and dismissed as nonsense or ignored even, as not anything, as nothing, and why is it coded and more black the nearer it comes
[mag196]
magnificat: it is the thing about the image: if there are several choices then choose them all : the appropriate image is: there is no light coming through the wall at all until there is a hole in the wall, once there is a hole in the wall then there is light coming through and the process runs quickly after that point, for the light cannot be stopped, but the important thing is that all along, during the insurmountable amount of time before the hole, there was no light at all
[mag200]
magnificat: the important formula, asymptotic, is always indicative of the search, and the void of something whose void must result in the satisfaction of finding that very thing which is the void itself, but if void is the incorrect word, what is the correct one : lack of punctuation, substitute, lack of substitution, imagine, lack of imagination, decay, lack of decay, ferment, lack of fermentation, repeat, lack of repetition, stay, lack of stasis, appear, lack of appearance, disappear ...
[mag204]
magnificat: a window to wounds and a touch condemning : to repetition, of remembrances perdu and something denied which forms a structure for what one should evolve into, this is irrespective of and irreverent to choice, quietly knowing and grasping which door to take in this time of anything goes and nothing matters
[mag208]
magnificat: it follows that these certain women, with their children, can save us : an image, one that is repeated unwittingly, is defenseless in one iteration but indestructible in isomorphic incarnations of sufficiency : a music, with its rightful author, the one that is not pretending, the one that is other than perceived, the one that is more thicker : a narrative, one that is copied and fragmented and reassembled according to the design of these certain women ...
[mag212]
magnificat: what bitter ending to what follows beforehand : a train of virgins, a hero, higher authorities and unrequited passions : a fragmentary decipher and reprogramming complete : a hopeful new sleep, a lost garden, a mountain of shame, a cycle of repetition and a dance of insight : a leaving behind, a drunken master, a torpid march, a necessary display of the regalia and decorum of the unencumbered, a correspondence of pulse, the unsubstantiated language, the self-sufficient search, the unwilling revision and the blue reflection
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